Its the start of a new month and yeah I figured that I have left this space rotting for a bit. Because, unfortunately I am running low on inspiration (as well as time) so that kind of explains my absence and the lack of entertainment value.

Studying is still as stressful as it can get and I am ruthlessly plummet by the ticking-A-Levels-time-bomb. My first paper is less than a month away and I've just (for the lack of a better description to get my point across)screwed my prelims over. I guess it is not so much of how much I have improved since my mid-years but rather I did not meet the expectation that I've set for myself.

Either ways, this is the last stretch and then I will get to enjoy the pinnacle of my life. The will be sunshine, rainbows, flowers, birds, puppies, kitties, butterflies and Naruto after the rain. HANG IN THERE! EVERYBODY!

I've been contemplating if I should take the SAT paper. I probably would I guess, since my family supports the idea and then germaine doesn't mind taking it with me either. Seriously, sometimes, with time and the ever-changing circumstances there isn't a choice but to speed up your maturity process. I don't even know why am I saying all this, being the emotionally closed-off person I am. haha. Blame it on the mysteries of the night I guess. Some of you might, or might not have noticed but my immaturity is diminishing. When I set up this blog I said I would discard my immaturity and I guess there is no better time than now. So I just want to apologize, for the change. Sorry guys.

I probably won't be here, online or on facebook for a while. Just drop me a direct message via sms-es or otherwise if you need anything.
ALL THE BEST FOR THOSE WHO ARE TAKING YOUR As!
JIAYOU! :D

it matters not who I am but who I want to be.

till next time.