applies to trust, as well as bonds.

I'm trying so hard not to complain but it's just hard when you feel so alone. Maybe I'm just PMS-ing or maybe I'm just being mellow dramatic. But I can frankly tell you that it doesn't feel good to be at the receiving end of unreasonable tantrums; it doesn't feel go to be left out; it doesn't feel good to keep everything inside; it doesn't feel good when people can't see what you gave up for them; it doesn't feel that to be the only one giving in.

Life doesn't make sense anymore.

I don't need people to revolve around me, but at least don't make my life even more difficult.
I'm tired; and yes, everybody else is too.
So just stop taking it out on me.

Germaine told me that I will come out of this as a stronger person.
At least I know that even if the world turn against me, I still have her and of course my family.

because if anybody else cared, they would have called already.

it matters not who I am but who I want to be.

till next time.