02 October 2012
and the week trudges on
(it's only tuesday.)
This post was actually dedicated to reflecting upon myself as a captain. About how I am not doing a good job. About how I have commitment issues to my own sport. I hate myself. I hate prioritizing studies over sports, but life's like that.
Excuses, I know. I hate myself and my stupidity. That I can't grasp my studies quick enough, that I'm forcing myself to do a major (I think) I cannot do. And that I don't even have the guts to admit it.
The week trudges on, my soul is weary.
This negativity has got to stop.
I shall keep this post in view, mid terms, here I come.
Lastly, I apologise if I take 2 gazillion years to reply your text or calls.
I just really need some me-time when I'm so stressed up.
at 23:16
