Gods, deities, or whoever's up there,

I'm really really really not taking my blessings for granted. Please, please, please, please let them be okay. I need them, a lot.

So much so that I'm handicapped just right about now, that I'm so useless. Sitting her in front of my laptop and crying.

Please, let them be okay. PLEASE.

it matters not who I am but who I want to be.

till next time.