Firstly, I apologised for the long absence.
Next, I apologise in advance for the upcoming melancholy
.
I feel that there is just a need for me to write; to visualise my thoughts; to put them behind me even.

Life has been pretty hectic recently and I can hardly bleed out much time for anything at all. To make things worst, my memory has been slipping me more than usual. And that I know I'm subconsciously practicing escapism. It's despicable, I know.

I've been spending time with many different people lately. There is this feeling of pity about how I didn't manage to get to know these people earlier so that I can have more time and opportunity to get to know them and to keep them in my life.

 You know when a person looks at you and smile, you know you've made a good friend. I know I'm going to miss this place, miss the people and miss the fun. However, things that are meant to be will be. Let's hope that fate is kind to me.

I figured that I might have trained a tad too hard and my muscles are now protesting. And I have just been bandaged.

Tomorrow's our debut match. May the odds be with us.

it matters not who I am but who I want to be.

till next time.