I need my family;
even after I grow up (not saying that I haven't grew up, especially at my age now), just a job, maybe get married and whatnot, but the catch is that it's not a physical kind of need.

I mean of course I want them living near me and within commutable distance. Therefore, in future, when I move out, my abode will still be near them. If I'm out of the country, I will teach them how to skype.

Because I realised, there is nothing more essential to my living than freedom. And I believe that they, of all the people in my life, will always always give me this freedom to make my own decisions. This is their form of love - putting up with all my willful decisions. Thank you.

Frankly speaking, I want to leave this place (this place being Singapore) and see what's the world out there is like. I'm afraid of what the future might hold, but at the same time I am excited about what the future would bring.

because, courage is not the absence of fear but the judgement that something else is more important than fear.

After two years of college and two years of staying away from my family, I'm pretty sure it made me a lot more independent. Coming home this year before graduation to find myself again, I think I've made the right decision.

It's okay to be happy, it's okay to have fun and it's perfectly fine to act like a child sometimes. Yet, at the end of the day, what matters is what's inside. I'm slowly learning to grow up (mentally.) and embrace the responsibilities entrusted to me.

Finals are here; not the end of the world.
to have made the decision; to work for it; & to have no regrets.
to live to the fullest,
to laugh heartily; &
to love hard(:
I want to be happy; I want to be free.

I don't always say that I like solidarity, but I really do.

it matters not who I am but who I want to be.

till next time.