26 January 2014
You weren't in my life then

You weren't there when I wanted you.
You shut me out when I desperately knocked on your door.
You ignored me when I followed you around like a lost puppy.
You weren't in my life then, because you shut me out.

I was too young to understand but I didn't give up.
I always believed that love deserves a second chance.
I was elated when your gates were finally opened,
but you still weren't in my life then, because the door was not ajar.

We made an effort but it didn't work.
We couldn't reconcile our difference,
Until we finally reached a point of no return.
Whoever said that blood is thicker than water was correct.
You weren't in my life then, and now it's my turn to shut you out.

You weren't in my life then, and you will never be from now;
because you don't deserve me,
and sometimes kinship doesn't count.

at 20:40

♠ if you need to know

it matters not who I am but who I want to be.

till next time.