29 July 2014
No Draft
It had been a while since I decided to type a blog post without a draft; but here goes.
I dislike sinking into negativity but life is not all rainbows and butterflies. There are days when I am washed over by a sense of melancholy too. Days like today.
Maybe it's because I haven't been able to do well at work; or maybe because I haven't healed from the fiasco since two month; but fact is, within me now lies a void.
What am I craving for? I don't know. Or maybe I do but I choose not to confront it. Then maybe it would hurt less that way.
Before you jump into the conclusion that this is about some relationship, it is not.
I'm not trying to be an enigma, but I cannot explain my situation.
How am I supposed to motivate myself, much less anybody else when I'm feeling so down right now?
at 18:26
